I can’t find the clicker, the cats are overweight, and it costs a lot of money to lease a horse and to take lessons. Sometimes I feel so guilty about the $ that I nearly can’t hardly stand it and I have conversations with myself about giving it up because of the cost. We could have, like, a savings account if it weren’t for my horse pleasures. My husband never says this and I’m not sure he even thinks this — but if I weren’t spending $ on horses, then we could afford business class tickets to Europe or wild-caught salmon 3 nights a week or maybe even give money in support of world peace. Yes, I could give it up because of the cost — and then go right back into a funk.